It is not the number of love that you have had which will define your heart but the kind of love that you uphold, protected and fought for.
Perhaps, you fought for the wrong person in the past and it is truly a barrage of remorse that follows.
Regretting every foolish thing you did for love for one undeserving person.
Allah(swt) teaches us all forms of personal awakening.
Sometimes, the lessons we learn from our own actions are bridges to a better future.
We smile thinking that never again you will pass that way.
Life is indeed as simple as committing wrong decisions but the best essence we get out of it is knowing that we are capable of making best decisions in the future.